long time not see and man am I bored I want to go back to school and see my old pals plus I hate SOl's I failed two test and pass three.

Anyhoo summer is like a roller coaster my computer was down by a virus and I am glad I did PC recovery... the next day though..... and twice as well.

Now everything is better now. Hopefully but life is strange plus I became a Wiccan and soon all is joyous.

plus I was so bored that I read the Twilight series that book made my brain cell commit suicide.

Ah well at least Harry potter movie was great.

As I am alone in the forever coldness,
No warmth for help just the icicle of despair
You and I were once together to form a balance
Now I just stand by myself in the forever shadow
No help no need for help let me die in sorrow in peace
Where is the Deity who we believe in is hes in no more caring?
Why is it that I love the ever-lasting shadow and not the light?
Who are we to know of this miserable piece of shit that we called life?

No more no less that I am no more than a person who have lost the innocent eyes. Why am I still caring? Why is it....

For it is I that need nothing let me be the shadow of your light in agony, in sadness, forever in fear, who are we to know what is right and wrong

I am no more I am the darkness who people judge a wicked beast

let me be your shadow just this once for I am no one but a pest of life.

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. (No you don't)

first eight people.

1- I'll answer with something random about you.

2- I'll dare you to try something

3- I'll say a color I associate with you.

4- I'll tell you something I like about you.

5- I'll tell you something I always remember about you / a first memory about you.

6- I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.

7- I'll ask you something I always wanted to ask you.

8- If I do this for you, you must put this in your journal!

Okay the rules are to write 30 random facts and tag 30 friends.

1.) I burn roaches at my house w/ a lighter.

2.) I freeze them as well.

4.) I repress my emotion and now I barely feel any emotions.

5.) I'm polytheistic.

6.) My messiah is Horus.

7.) I love chip n' dip.

8.) my favorite Americanize band is Fall out boy.

9.) I remember at around age of 4 I put a knife around my throat.

10.) For some reason my favorite weapon is something that cuts or slash.

11.) I'm lazy and don't study , but for some reason I maintain a good grade.

12.) I'm obsess with green eye people.

13.) I believe once we die we will be judge by a frickin' scale.

14.) I can be a VERY sexual person that is why I don't talk about it.

15.) most of my philosophy comes from fictional books or it just came to me.

16.) I am obsess with mostly men more than the women gender.

17.) I hate babies that cry too much what ever happened to those cute quiet one?

18.) I am slightly pro-choice abortion comes only if it comes to rape.

19.) I am a independent party and Obama is going to lead us to the right way cause one of his promise came true.

20.) I hate almost all of my case manager.

21.) I love facebook.

22.) I hate myspace.

23.) WTF is XANGA?

24.) I hate sluts and whore.

25.) I love #25

26.) I love all my friends.

27.) For some reason I love books that is fill with gore.

28.) My big toe is slightly shorter than my second toe.

29.) I love noodles.

30.) I love studying serial killers.